31 May 2007

Okay....i've had it... You guys are giving me the silent treatment right?? I can feel it... Its as if there's a barrier you guys have put between me and you guys....... Please don't do this....

You guys should know that you are the only ones i can clique with in class...... Don't do this to me..... Please..... I'm sorry ok......

I have realized how much fun we have when we're together.....Even when we argue, its our way of communicating..... remember???

29 May 2007

Its obvious you read my blog already... About the previous post, i'm sorry for being that straightforward, but i won't take back my words. I have restrained myself from saying all these things before... but to be honest, those are my true words.

So many times i cried it out all to myself, so many times my mother scolded me for not being myself...... The only reason i kept all these to myself was to keep our fiendship as it is. But i'm already lost as to how much of work you guys are putting into this friendship.... because i'm putting in a lot...... I have tried to rub off my nerdiness in you girls... but it seems none are affected.....

I thought i liked the straightforwardness in you guys, but it seems to be hurting me more than i'm enjoying it..... You guys may not know this, but a few times already i broke down in front of my Mum, because of this particular topic....... And you guys may not be aware of this, but for countless times, i have given in to you guys..... In our discussions, decision-makings.......
I swallowed my pride so that our friendship can still continue....

As i've said, everything was for our friendship.... i never really thought i would come across this kind of problem.....again.... You guys wanna know what was the outcome of this problem i had last time? We still became friends, but that's only because we came to an understanding of the other person's flaws and difficulties..........

If you guys can understand all this, then good..... If not, then i have nothing else more to explain myself..........







Came to school today with my grumpy-cum-game-face...... Firstly is because i'm still angry about yesterday, bause we were not able to discuss for this friday's presentation.... I really don't like the way people act as if they have got all the time in the world..... Secondly, maybe its also because they got the-like-i-care attitude....especially towards academics stuff like presentations!!!

I told Mummy that i really don't care anymore if my friends wanna do well or even pass their exams, but what matters is that i pass all my exams, i don't re-do any module...... Even if they wanna think that i'm a snob, then that's their problem....... I have got enough of it already....... They wanna slack, go somewhere else where it doesn't affect me.....

They really don't know me...... i couldn't care anymore.... I would rather be known as that nerd who is such a snob, rather than be around these people who just make me......lazy....

Going to JB this weekend to my cousin's place to celebrate Daddy's b'day..... As well as trimming my hair shorter and highlighting them, and also get new shoes........Hehehehehehhe.....

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!!!!!

27 May 2007

Oh man...im freakin out!!! I havent started studying for the common test yet!!! And i'm still recovering from the flu bug.....damn.......Also, ever since i got this flu bug, i havent been able to eat well..... I always feel like vomiting halfway eating the food..... Usually i finish my food, but now, i cant even finish my favourite foods......

Went out with my family just now....... as always every weekend.... Sat at the Starbucks in front at the Fullerton Hotel.... Mummy had mistaken today for the day to have the fireworks preview at Marina.... in the end, there wasnt any.... den we walked upwards to Padang to see that there was a performance by some spanish arts group..... den we went home.......

Do you know what i feel like doing right now?? I feel like sitting down at the sofa at Cafe Del Mar and just watch the sunset, while having a nice drink......That would be nice.....

23 May 2007

Didnt go to school today.... Got really bad headaches and cough... Went to a clinic with Mummy this morning and was told by doctor that i got the Flu bug.... Damn Mr Flu, why me???..... Anyway, i think its because i really exhausted myself these few days... Actually i already felt weak from yesterday, but i thought it would just go away... i hate Mr Flu! I really cant remember the last time i got sick... Oh, i think it was the time i lost my voice last year, it was really funny, now that i think about it....

I think some sleep and medicine did the trick of lessening the headaches.. My body temp dropped from 39.2 degrees to norm body temp.... Doctor actually wanted to give me 2 days MC, but i pleaded him to give me just for today, cause i really don't want to miss out on any classes, since common test is in 2 weeks....

I must not get sick again....

22 May 2007

21 May 2007

20 May 2007

I think i dont feel well... The soles of my feet are in pain coz think i walked a mile on heels yesterday.....

This was what happened yesterday... Went from Serangoon Rd to Vivocity with Mummy and Daddy.... Dipped my feet in water to relieve them from all the walking...... Went Tiong Bahru Plaza to eat at KFC, then went to PartyWorld KTV to sing our lungs out....

Oh My God! I think i'm really going to be sick..... I'm already limping, and i have a slight migraine..... And i still have to prepare for the play tomorrow!!!

I havent finished my reflections for SEDP class, i havent finished doing the AutoCAD trees assignment........ I'm so tired..... I juz feel like sleeping right now....


To my SEDP grp - Dont worry im trying my best to memorize the lines as the leading "actor".... Lets put on the best show that we can give guys!!! AjA!!!

18 May 2007

Hahahaha.... Went to school early today to rehearse and discuss for our play performance this coming monday..... its the project for my IS class, that is Drama & Poetry... i'm like freaked out right now lah... i have only 2 days left to practice my lines... worst of all, our performance venue is the Atrium!!! aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

The plot of the play, created by dear Hazwani, is about a hermaphrodite(a person who has both sex) who has to decide whether to become a man or a woman... And for your info, i'm playing that part lah... the leading "actor".... kekekekekekeke.... since i fit the part most among my group...... Hahaha.... Sue is going to play the gay teacher whom i can console to, Dian is going to play my cute love interest, Kyle is going to play my abusive father, and Hazwani is going to be the doctor-cum-stage-technical director.....

People!! Wish me luck!!!! I'm really nervous!!!

Anyway, common test is like 2 weeks away!! Time really flies so fast when you're just starting to enjoy..... i have to save for the coming KL trip... and start studying for the upcoming common test... i want to get back my GPA of 3.2!! Aja Sharina!!!!

16 May 2007

I'm broke, i need a job and i have so many freakin projects!!! I have to memorise the script for next monday's play, and finish up a P&M report by this friday!!!! Ah freak lah!!!!

I take back my words when i said, in one of the posts, that i miss having stress from all the projects..... WTH was i thinking???

Anyway, i have been thinking that it might be time for me to join another CCA.... Its really pathetic that i'm not in any CCA right now lah... The problem is, i don't know what CCA to join..... Asked Sue just now if i looked sporty, and she said no, which i realised that it is totally true..... She said i look the type who would be in those quiet and non-sports CCA....

15 May 2007

It has been quite tiring today... Listening to Dr Chitra's lecture today was a bore..... then we had lunch at KAP and slacked there for a while before going back for Ms Tek's class....... though it has only been 2 classes, i dont know why i feel very tired today.....

Anyway, so many things are due in so little time... i have a play to act out next monday, a report for P&M due this friday, i have to draw and create in autocad a unique trellis doe our SDCAD project...... i have yet to complete drawing the details of the cricket from last week...... AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! Plus i have to find a job to save money for the coming KL trip next month..... Haiz... i'm so tired......

I feel like jumping into a pool right nw.......and just relax.....

13 May 2007

Went to Chinese Garden this afternoon with Dadddy and my lil bro to insects... but realised we couldn't capture or trap any wildlife in there... so in the end we had to go to Bukit Batok Little Guilin to look around if there's any.... And we only got a little dragonfly.... well, it was quite difficult to find insects today 'cause it was drizzling today.....

Anyway, in total, i already have a hornet, a bee, a little grasshopper(but cute..), and a dragonfly(with cute wings!).......

Realized there's a live cockroach in the house, but its hiding somewhere... I'm so going to get that little guy!! Not only did it scare me by appearing out of nowhere right in front of me, it was hiding in my shoe!! I'm so going to make it suffer!! Hehehehehe.....

Besides that, i have already written my 2-page script for SEDP class tomorrow... Yay!! I think its okay.. it is my first time writing a script on my own....... LOL...

11 May 2007

Woke up late this morning for the 10am tutorial.... Supposed to wake up at 8am, but woke up 30mins later and made a record of bathing in 8mins!! Damn lah.... Headed straight for school, and was lucky i wasnt late....




Then our class went for our P&M practical at 2pm at Clementi Woods and it was freakin hot there..... All of us had to each plant a Hymenocallis speciosa aka Spider Lily and let Ms Kan mark and remark on what we should improve on... I found that when i was doing the planting, i was perspiring like i was running 2 rounds on the track... That's when a thought came to mind, that if i do this every week/ 2 weeks, i can actually lose some weight and calories from all the workload..... Hehehehehehe.......


Me; Wenwei; Bel; Sue; Dian; Ida

And as usual, the ride back to school in the bus was noisy... With my beloved friends singing a 'remix' of Home.... LOL..... And me as their cameragirl......

09 May 2007

WTF LAH!! I still havent got a big grasshopper for Entomology class tomorrow.... I'll be thankful if i don't break down tomorrow because of ONE STUPID GRASSHOPPER! Let me see.... Went to the garden behind my block to find insects... Came home with nothing but mosquito bites all over my feet... Daddy is already of no help when asking to catch that stupid grasshopper... I'll be really fortunate if i can get thru this module without failing....

Imagine this...In order to pass this module, we have to find, kill and then mount the insects!! Firstly, i wanna say that my eyes aren't meant to find insects (disgusting for girls like me!), mounting insects for display is inhumane, and they smell totally aweful when you are mounting them!!!

So anyway, i really regret wearing heels today... No, i should say that when im bringing lappie to school, never wear heels.... My feet still feel sore right now....

Oh man... so many things so little time.... P&M project haven't yet started, Plant Bio. practical logbook to be completed, and a script for Drama class to do by next week......

08 May 2007

Alright-y..... Today has been.....well...okay i guess..... Didnt go anywhere during the 3hr break, cause the girls had to finish up their SDCAD drawing...But then went to Island Creamery with Dian, Sue and Shahida in Vick's car.... The girls had ice-cream and Sue then bought 2 tubs of ice-cream takeaway for her brother...

I think that summarises everything that happened today.... yeah... I've not been feeling too good actually, but being around my crazy friends really cheers me up.... as usual... :-p

I LOVE MY CRAZY FRIENDS!

04 May 2007

The only class i had today was a Planting & Maintenance lecture.. and it was from 3 to 5pm.... But i went to school earlier today... went to the library to find the book Mr Saiful recommended... its on Plant Pathology by Richard N. Strange... but too bad i couldn't find it..... Instead i borrowed 2 books, one thats a bit on plant pathology, and another a storybook....

Well... what else can i say?? Oh yeah... i can't wait for It Started With A Kiss season 2..... Joe Cheng is going to have an even hotter hairstyle, and also i think this coming season 2 is going to be more fun.....

btw, It Started With a Kiss is a taiwanese drama....

02 May 2007

I would like to congratulate my friends, esp to dian and shahida, for embarrassing me in class..... I was totally blushing in class!! My face got so red and i suddenly felt warm all over...... Ok..its not what all of you think... I always feel warm all over whenever i laugh or get excited.... My face gets red easily thats all......

01 May 2007

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Nursharina Roslan
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a tomboyish sister
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