29 May 2007
Its obvious you read my blog already... About the previous post, i'm sorry for being that straightforward, but i won't take back my words. I have restrained myself from saying all these things before... but to be honest, those are my true words. So many times i cried it out all to myself, so many times my mother scolded me for not being myself...... The only reason i kept all these to myself was to keep our fiendship as it is. But i'm already lost as to how much of work you guys are putting into this friendship.... because i'm putting in a lot...... I have tried to rub off my nerdiness in you girls... but it seems none are affected..... I thought i liked the straightforwardness in you guys, but it seems to be hurting me more than i'm enjoying it..... You guys may not know this, but a few times already i broke down in front of my Mum, because of this particular topic....... And you guys may not be aware of this, but for countless times, i have given in to you guys..... In our discussions, decision-makings.......I swallowed my pride so that our friendship can still continue....As i've said, everything was for our friendship.... i never really thought i would come across this kind of problem.....again.... You guys wanna know what was the outcome of this problem i had last time? We still became friends, but that's only because we came to an understanding of the other person's flaws and difficulties.......... If you guys can understand all this, then good..... If not, then i have nothing else more to explain myself..........
the world will turn WILD.
11:33 PM
