08 July 2007
I know it three in the morning, but I just can’t get myself back to sleep. I just had this nightmare about 20 minutes ago. It was about my parents who got into an accident, and they just left me and my brothers just like that. Until now, I can’t get myself to sleep because I was afraid of getting that dream again. Right after I woke up, I called Mama straight away to make sure they were safe and sound. Even as I was calling her just now, I was still sobbing hard, because it was really, really sad.
Here was how the dream went. I remember I was at home, here at Grandma’s place. Then as I watching the afternoon news, they were reporting about a sudden accident. As the news was going on, I received a call. My parents have got themselves in an accident and have died. I don’t know why, but all that, the dream, felt so real, I could almost feel the sharp pain in my heart. After I put down the phone, I was still in the state of shock and have not cried yet. It was only after I got inside my room, and sat on my bed that I started crying. Crying so very hard.
Then when I was conscious, I started crying. Crying really bad. This was the saddest dream I had ever. I could not believe that I dreamt that my parents died. When I called and told Mama, she told me that it must be due to the fact that I miss my parents. I don’t think I can take it if both my parents suddenly died because of an accident. But I sincerely pray to Allah that to keep my parents safe and to keep them out of harm’s way. Seriously, if my parents suddenly died just like that (touch wood), I really don’t think I can take it. I would seriously cry, go crazy and go blind because of all the crying. I really don’t think I would know what to do next, since I have to take care of my brothers who are still in school.
the world will turn WILD.
11:32 AM
