17 September 2007
This is to let everyone know thati have quit from the salesgirl job in that shop.... I initially had difficulties thinking of whether to quit the job because i really had fun working there and making new friends..... I thought that i should quit because the pay was kinda low, and in my opinion, i don't really like the way my boss sells his stuff..... He says that i'm not aggresive enough when it comes to promoting the items... but when i think again, when the customer says they're just lookign around, then shouldn't we not force them into forcing the clothes on??
But then, i thought again... I have made close friends with the 2 girls opposite the shop, and also, if i quit, i wont be able to see him........
But then, in the end, i have made a decision as to quit and to find another job.....now that i have a little bit of experience, it should be easier to find one......
Anyway, on my way back home last night, i saw him at the bus-stop.... usually i would try to turn to look at him... but ever since i knew that he knew that i like him, i've been kinda afraid to even look at him.... when his bus arrived first, i could only see him walk pass me, without a goodbye, and just see him board the bus........
I'm really going to miss him.....
but the people i'm going to miss most is Xue Ting, my new friend from opposite the shop.....
We had a lot of fun together....
the world will turn WILD.
1:39 PM
15 September 2007
All i can say about today is that i'm tired from work, i'm overwhelmed by the many big happenings that have happened today, and i feel like breakind down right this moment. How is it that he knew about it? So many questions in my head, all of which is impossible to answer...... How am i supposed to face him now? I don't know what to do..... This is not supposed to happen... I'd rather not know....... How could he possibly know????? I dont like this feeling..............
the world will turn WILD.
11:44 PM
13 September 2007
Here are some of the photos that me and Shaheila took when we went out the other day.... We didnt really take much photos, cause i forgot to charge my camera....Hehe......
That's me and one of my dearest bestfriend, Shaheila....
That's Shaheila....
And that's me!!For your info, we somehow, during secondary school, made the record by making all the teachers thought that we were sisters!! Well, we were as close as sisters, since we were classmates and choirmates...so people always see us together, and so that's what made the teachers thought we were sisters.....Kekekekekeke.......
I had a really fun time when we went out together....next time, i assure you, i won't wear heels when we go out....Hehehehehe.....
the world will turn WILD.
11:48 AM
10 September 2007
Oh man.....Fasting is starting in 3 days.... and i'm working some more....... i think i'm going to lose weight this fasting month, since i'm gonna be working..... Kekekekeke.....
But then again, i think i'm going to be even more tiring..... my feet, arms and shoulders are already aching....... i definitely need a massage....
There were so many opportunities.... i was able to say Hi or Goodbye to him... but in the last 2 days, during those opportunities, i don't why i suddenly became speechless..... At the bus-stop, he walked right in front of me, but why didnt i say my Goodbye????
the world will turn WILD.
11:02 PM
07 September 2007
I think i'm feeling a slight headache right now, cause everything seems to be so a little blurry and warm at the same time...... I think i need my Panadols... Went to Marigold Festival today at school.... I was positioned as an usher to guide the guests and participants to their seats....... Then had a tea reception where Bel, Dian and me were so thick-skinned that we we tapau-ing the food lah... i took only about 2 styrofoam boxes of the food, but you must know, Bel and Dian took 3!!! LOL Mr Saiful said there will be some help needed next week for some planting of plants at Blk 46..... i really thought of going since CCA points will be awarded......but i have a feeling i wont be able to come since i'm working now....... I think i'm having a headache because of the short downpour today......Shit..... I need my pills.... I need my teddy... I need him....
the world will turn WILD.
11:10 PM
05 September 2007
Oh man.... I'm like freakin tired seh!! I have been working straight for the past 5 days..... and i'm really dead beat right now.... I'm glad i'm off tomorrow and friday...... but then again, but i'll be working again this weekend.....haiz......Anyway, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHAHEILA!!!! Hehehehe.... Someone's 18 already...... So i'll be going out with the birthday girl tomorrow to celebrate our birthdays together.... watch movie, go shopping, eat dinner together.........hehehehehehe..... so excited.....Work today was not much but i have to say i was quite bored..... firstly is because there were not much customers, so sales wasnt that good......also HE was off today, so i didnt get to see him.... Haiz.......Misses him.......lotz.i apologise if i have reali hurt you...
lets just forget abt this matter....
the world will turn WILD.
11:01 PM
