20 October 2007
Oh god... I'm sick.... Last night, i have been coughing and sneezing all throughout my sleep... and it hasnt been very comfortable..... Right now, my throat is feeling dry even though i've been drinking lots of plain water, my nose is runny and i'm sneezing every time it itches..... and i think my voice has changed a bit....I think its because of the afternoon rain 2 days ago that i was caught in that caused me this..... Haiz........ What i feel like doing right now is to just curl up in my bed and sleep.... if only i could stop coughing and sneezing all the time......I don't know when will be the next time my family and i will be going out for Hari Raya cause its always either one or both of them are working, plus i just started schooling.. so its quite difficult to get a day when all of us are free......I feel as though we are growing more apart by the day... I feel like the more i try to get close, the more you guys try to push me away..... The only time you guys talk to me is when we talk about studies..... I don't really know if you guys are doing this on purpose, but if its me, i'm trying my best to be what i am.... I don't want to pretend to be someone else in order to get close to you guys... I want you guys to let me be your friend and like me for who i am.....
the world will turn WILD.
1:05 PM
