I don't know whether to call tomorrow the BIG DAY or not because it is the day when our LD projects are going to be finally presented... after so many weeks of drawing, scaling, measuring, deciding, colouring, shading, and so on...................... I mean, finally, the project that all of us hated to do all this while is finally done and is going to be presented tomorrow.... I don't know why but my shoulders suddenly feel so much lighter than usual.... like the burden is finally off.....
But i somehow feel this project has taught me the most lessons of all... Like never give in to your cranky friends when they want to go to Games Room, always get things done on time when assigned to, ask when not sure, drink lots of water!, pull a long, strict face if group members are not doing their job..... Hahahahahaha..... As the 'supervisor' of my group, i feel that i have grow closer with my group.. even though there have been several arguments and verbal abuse.... but we had fun didnt we??
So anyway, i have to go quickly write up a short description of the stuff i was assigned to design to Sue so that she can do the finishing touches.... then have to read thru P&NM lecture notes... there's quiz after the presentation tomorrow.........
I am so excited to wear that butterfly top!! Hahahahaha.... I hope it doesnt make me look fat!
last day to see.
the world will turn WILD.
10:47 PM
29 January 2008
Okay... All i can say about today is that it has been a dangerous yet fun and exciting day!!
To those who know about this.. Hahahaha... it has been fun yeah! The sudden turns, the girls' loud, no, VERY LOUD SHRIEKS,..nearly-getting-lost experience... Hhahahahaha....
And also getting help from this cute guy on a very nice bike..... Hhehe....
I am quite pleased with my LD group.... We're more than halfway there already.. We're only left with scanning, printing, colouring and then collating it all together.... Yay! Thanx a lot girls! I mean it! I promised you girls that i'll belanja you when i get my pay rite?? I'l keep that promise, don't worry...
Anyway.. i just got back from meeting my parents outside for dinner.... we havent had dinner together for quite some time and plus, i had a lot to tell them.... about attachment, about the ChiangMai trip... about projects....... n also some other stuff....
I feel so tired... i want my holidays... and i want to rest..... everything is just not going according to plan...................
i can't believe everyone knew. and here i thought i could keep it a secret.
the world will turn WILD.
10:04 PM
23 January 2008
I am in a state of shock you cannot imagine.
IAP.
3 MARCH.
SHOCK
AND SAD
AND UNPREPARED.
NEED TIME
TO DIGEST.
why am i feeling as though someone died?
why am i crying?
i shouldnt think too much.
the world will turn WILD.
10:33 PM
Let's just put our differences aside and get this project over and done with! OKAY!
I can already feel the tension as the day go by........
But you just made my day today.
I want Apple Crumble on a Sizzling Pan!!!!
the world will turn WILD.
7:45 PM
20 January 2008
Before going to work this afternoon, called Mummy up just to ask what she was doing... I told her that actually i wasnt looking forward to working... I feel so tired and stressed out... a f*%$ingly big project that i couldnt finish.... then somehow, i started crying over while talking to her..... i can't help myself.... my shoulders feel so heavy, i feel so much burden on me... i told her if i could ever survive my 3rd year when i am already like this......
Right now, the soles of my feet feel so sore can... i have been like standing the whole day..... i feel like having a feet massage to relieve them..... haiz....
anyway, i have decided to get nu specs done in school.... i wanna get a bacl full-rimmed specs... i thought maybe i could try to look even nerdier wearing it.... hehe....
patience.
the world will turn WILD.
9:22 PM
18 January 2008
I just got scolded by my grandma because of last night's call..... I mean, come on lah.... I only made a call from 12am to 2am.... AND its about school work what.... Let me say this, I WANT MY OWN HOUSE WHERE I CAN STAY TOGETHER WITH MY FAMILY AND MAKE CALLS TILL LATE AT NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like crying.
Why is it that my family doesn't have our own house?
the world will turn WILD.
9:29 PM
There's not a day that passes me by without me thinking about You.....
the world will turn WILD.
8:30 PM
After being a course councilor for 2 days now, i find it quite a fun job actually..... I met up with the girls to do the LD project... then we moved to the Atrium to do the project becoz Sue had some duties for the MGF booth.... so then when she finished her shift, we went back t our block as it was my shift for course councilor at the LSCT block...
I had wanted to take one of the dark pink carnations home, but then changed my mind not to.... Anyways, Mr Saiful talked to me just now, and he was shocked i didnt put Landscape Design as one of my first few choices for IAP... He said of all people, he had expected me to go into a landscape design field..... Oh man, i didnt know he had that much high hopes on me......
Went home alone as Sue had to go training and the other 2 went off early for an appointment.... I realized that every day this week i have been waking up at 7 or 7.30 in the morning..... I am so very tired......
I think there is either something wrong with the bluetooth on my handphone or my lappy... Because even when i switch both on, they can't detect each other.... it can detect other people's bluetooth, but not each other... stupid electronics.
Anyway, the catalogs for the playground and skatepark arrived yesterday.. i was so happy can...... For these catalogs, they are from PlayWorld.... They specialize in playgrounds, rock-climbing facilities, skate park facilities and other things too.........
So.... i am actually so very bored and tired...... i am so stressed out and my back aches and i feel so fat.....................................................
i really feel so lost without you around.
the world will turn WILD.
8:05 PM
16 January 2008
the world will turn WILD.
9:58 PM
Omg... I am like so tired... I feel like my shoulders can drop off anytime soon... Its actually amazing my right shoulder can actually stand carrying heavy stuff for the past 1 year or so.... But i won't be surprised if it drops off....
So anyway, had 2 sets of lecture today.. I wasnt really paying attention to Josh's lecture.. He's such a whatever lah.. I mean, he doesnt really teach us anything.. al he does is give us notes.... Then had lunch at Canteen 1... i didnt really eat anything actually.. haha... then headed for Ms Kan's class... This time, i paid attention to her lecture ok...
Went to play a OurSpace@72 for a while with the girls... Bel, Nisa and MJ joined later..... Then headed to our block area to do some helping... but, hahahahaha, everything was practically done by the time we arrived so there wasnt a need for our help..... Stayed back for a while... Sat in front of Aunty Shop.. chatting while doing our IELS that WERE OVERDUE! And then went home. The end. Hahahahahaha....
Last but not least, i want to say that it's been confirmed. So many people knows. The whole world knows. I know that you know. So what's going to happen now? I am willing to wait for an answer. I don't mind. I won't rush. You can't possibly want me to say it. Its okay. Whatever your answer is, i will take it as it comes.
the world will turn WILD.
8:31 PM
14 January 2008
Went to school earlier today for a project meeting with the girls.... We tried to do a little of the mind map for tomorrow's field trip and a little of LD.... Then headed to the Games Room for a while before we headed off..... I think playing there is already a habit for us.... the moment we feel bored doing any work, we will want to go there... We played Taboo using the cards from Cranium... hahhahahahaha.... Everyone was as crazy as usual....
Met with Jon after that to go to the course councillor meeting at LT 79.... Shit lah... I think the moment i agreed to Mr Saiful that i'll be a course councilor, i have decided to commit suicide... i mean, we have to memorise this booklet about the courses in LSCT... ok lah... you may say its not much.. but i'm just afraid i might say the wrong info!! LOL.... But we do get paid for it, and get to wear a red t-shirt for it.... Hehehe....
Oh, and i hate reports. Period. you can be lame at times... but i find it cute.
the world will turn WILD.
8:54 PM
10 January 2008
Here are SOME of the photos that were taken while at the Pasir Panjang Nursery....
View from a hill when the sprinklers were on... nice.
2 classes combined!
This is called the vertical green wall.
Nth better to do but cam-whore...
See our tees? Cute right?
Lovee this pic!
Sharina and Shahida
Us gettting 'drunk'....
The twins at the swing...
the world will turn WILD.
6:49 PM
Ooooh... Yesterday's field trip to the NParks Pasir Panjang Nursery was quite fun... I mean, i got to see a lot of pretty and new things at the HortPark.... Different plots of land having a different concept design of a garden..... We of course had a fun time ourselves..... But before that, we were watched a demonstration of how the cuttings there were propagated, then we saw a bit of the vertical urban green wall....
We took quite a lot of photos... some of which i cannot explain..... Oh, and all of us wore the tees that Sue bought for us at Thailand... Mine said Single in Shirt, Dian's said Princess in Shirt, Shahida's one said Is it me you're looking for? with a binoculars picture, Sue's one was the alphabets with I Love U and Bel's one had a pic of a lollipop which said Fight for right to eat lollipop..... Cute right?!?!?
Today was mother-daughter bonding day for me and Mummy..... Just so happen that she was off today and i didnt have class nor meet for any projects... so we went out... Went to school first to hand in the report, then headed straight for VivoCity...... had lunch at Banquet, then had a Fudge Sundae at Ben & Jerry.... Hehehehe.... sweeeeeeet...... We walked around.... i got to buy the rainbow earrings at Diva that i saw the previous time..... Yay.....
.......................I had fun yesterday..............
the world will turn WILD.
6:33 PM
07 January 2008
Okay... it might be against my will but its for the sake of money... i'm currently working again at the shop at Queensway Shopping Ctr.... But i'll only be working thre on Sundays.... Plus the boss said that he will pay my $45 from the previous $35... its a 9-hr job you know.... so i had to get more credit.... i mean the shop is considered big for 1 person to handle... especially when he leaves the shop to me to handle alone....
So i started yesterday..... It was kind of awkward... It felt like the first day again... so many items to memorize... so many things to do.... but everytime i feel that way, i tell myself its for the sake of money....... do it for the sake of the trip to Chiangmai, do it for the sake of nu spectacles, do it for the sake of having lunch money for school.
The first person i saw in school today was him. You totally made my day.
the world will turn WILD.
12:23 PM
04 January 2008
Huhuhuhu.... Really missed seeing everyone again.... Today was the first day i first saw my friends again......
We went to Hua Hng Nursery for a field trip for LD and P&M modules..... wth lah.. For both modules, we have to do some sort of report about this trip to the nursery.... The weather was kinda hot, but it was okay as there was some breeze to cool us.....
After the trip, went to the shadehouse for a while so that Ms Kan can grade our sunflowers and marigolds.... We got a B+!! Yay!! I'm happy!!! Then we had to clear out the pots that we used and wash them.....
Then the four of us went to Hajjah Maimunah to have lunch.... We were starving and our stomachs were grumbling as we headed there.... Just so happen, we saw Ariel from Peterpan, Rima Melati and their friends having there lunch..... Lucky..... The four of us, as usual, really made a fool of ourselves and stood out from everyone else in the restaurant.... when i mean stood out from everyone else, we were laughing so loud, 2 of the girls "merlion-ed"(i don't think there is a need to guess who the 2 girls were)......
LOL
your presence made my day.....
the world will turn WILD.
6:05 PM
.:.Me.:.
Nursharina Roslan
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Dip. HLM
Evershine Florist Pte Ltd
RLC@Fort Canning Park
a daddy's girl a tomboyish sister a spoilt daughter
Adoration
my crazy friends
my beloved family
teddybears
plants and flowers
chocolate!
cheesecake
taking photos
singing
I'm gonna get...
..my own car
...my own house
..driving license
...slimmer
..manicure