09 June 2008
Suddenly today i feel like time is moving so fast and we have so little time..... SGF is going to be during the last week of July... I can definitely expect a lot of work during that week... the final report is due on 1st August and we have the IAP presentation the week after that... everything is going on so close together.... I still need to go shop for the presentation attire and get more info and photos from the company...... So to slow things down a bit.. I was just browsing through the websites of some of the well-recognised overseas universities, like the University of Queensland, University of Melbourne, Cornell University and University of Berkeley to name a few..... Then a thought came to mind, what am i exactly good at? Landscape Design? Horticulture? There is still the thought of whether or not i am even qualified for these universities.... I'm not even topping in any of the modules now.. I only get average grades like every other student.....Then there's the living and tuition costs, whether i can even afford it or not....... I feel so dumb when i think about it..... I would of course be very happy if i were offered to attend any of these universities, but i don't know if i am able to work that hard in order to achieve it... I always feel like my most best effort is just a snap of a finger for other people. Whatever i may want to achieve so hard to get, its just a leap away for others....I really feel so dumb.I'm not trying to stand out, yet i want the attention..
the world will turn WILD.
2:04 PM
