28 January 2009
Haiz....Just got back from a little shopping and dinner with my family... it has been a long time since we had dinner outside with all 5 of us together.... and its was great.... We also did a little shopping which was really nice..... and i also realised that it has been a while since i stepped into Orchard Rd.... i mean we have been reallly busy with our projects and other stuff that we haven't gone to Orchard Rd in a while..... But i think there will be a shooping spree soon for me and the girls.... I mean we are going to shop for prom together... hehehehehee...... Can't wait!!
And i think i really am someone who gives their heart out to others easily.... It might also be because i don't have many guy friends, so i'm not really good with communicating with guys.... haiz....... i got all the symptoms of a girl who HOPES for that something... and i just don't realise it.... Maybe i should try being evil for once.... hmmm.... i wonder how that feels...
its hard not to think like that......
the world will turn WILD.
10:27 PM
22 January 2009
I think i just had one of the most overwhelming experience ever just now...
After meeting up with the girls to do some Hort E. calculations, i met up with a former colleague-and-friend from my attachment company... She called me up earlier saying if we could meet up... I thought that we were going to catch up on things and go for dinner or something... But instead, she brought me to this Business Preview seminar... I'm still confused as to what it was all about, because i was totally clueless... If you were there, you'd know what i'm talking about...
The seminar was about how to properly start your own business, the proper steps to achieving your goals and how you can get your 100 dreams come true.... Know what i'm talking about? No? Me too.... But what was overwhelming was that the people who gave their talks and speeches just now were millionaires... and they were as young as 24 year old! I was really shocked when my friend told me that she knew him personally and that he's 24 and he's already a millionaire..... If i'm not wrong, the seminar just now was mostly something about marketing... something to do with Amway and Network 21 system...
Anyway, back to the point.. I was really overwhelmed by the fact that most of the people who came to the seminar knew each other and most of them are millionaires... You can actually feel the difference in the atmosphere of that room... omg lah.... I felt almost suffocated yet overwhelmed at the same time.... I mean firstly, i don't know anyone who are millionaires, secondly, i have not been surrounded by millionaires before, and thirdly, i talked to one just now.....
All i can say.......................cool.
miss miss miss......
the world will turn WILD.
11:37 PM
14 January 2009
I so am going to Cold Rock and also Thai Express again!!! Cold Rock has got really nice ice-cream!!! I want to eat it again!! And Thai Express is so damn nice lah!! Love it that its got a lot of spicy food!
Anyway, today i got 2 reports done. One was the LPM guided walk which was like okay... i go the report done last night, so i'm going to hand it in tomorrow.. another one was the PID Album.. Yay! I finally got it done and handed it in a CD to Dr Koh just now during class........i know there's still like a lot more to go, but at least 2 is done.............Yay me!!
I haven't been sms-ing him the past 2 days... well, even if i do, its not like he could reply... I really am tempted to sms to him... but i try not to.......
But from this i realised that i missed him.....
butterflies in my tummy huh??
the world will turn WILD.
8:38 PM
10 January 2009
I'm glad i got to meet up with him for a while just now.. He messaged me at around 8am, which was the time he just got out of work, asking if we could meet up for breakfast... i agreed..... he picked me up and went to a cafe near my house.... He looked really exhausted from work....
We got to talk.. i didn't really expect him to come meet me because i know he was tired from work plus he said he was having headaches..... i told him that after today, the next time we get to meet might be in a month.... i mean he's busy with work and he's off days clash with my classes in school... as for me, i got tons of projects to finish, presentations to prepare and exams to study......
I really am confused about my feelings... everything is a blur.. It might be because i get along easily with others.... i don't know... We just got to know each other so its definite we're just friends..... but my reactions and behaviour might be stating otherwise.... Shahida, Mama, Ibu and even Abang Aizat has talked to me about the "mengharap" thing... i understand that and i will definitely take note of it.... I know these people care about me....
Mama was at my room last night.... she told me she knows how i feel because she has been there and i am exactly like her when she was in her younger days... she said she would feel sad if she were to see me heartbroken again.... then i told her that it might be her fault that i'm like this because i am exactly like her... we give our heart out to others easily........
i am really confused right now....
the world will turn WILD.
10:58 AM
08 January 2009
Recently, i've been going crazy over this song ever since my cousin introduced it to me.. its Hanya Kau Yang Mampu by Aizat.... haiz.... I don't know why but the song keeps playing in my head the past few days...
Anyway, went to Thomson Rd just now to check up prices on the pebbles for our FYP.... it was all last minute... we really have got no time left.... so we have to do this ourselves..... then we headed for The Prata House for lunch.... took bus 166 towards Vivo, where the 4 of us parted... Sue and Dian went to Vivo first to do a project together, while i went with Shahida to HortPark to take pictures of plants for PID.... haiz... despite the cooling wind that we felt throughout the whole day, it was still so hot......
I think i really am going to miss lepak-ing with these girls... i mean we have fun together, we crack lame jokes together, we washed our eyes together, we get lost together, we cam-whored together, we went crazy together..... etc..... haiz.... really.... it was a really fun and exhilarating 3 years with these girls.....
ok....that's all for now...... back to projects..... *3 due next week!!!*
love.
the world will turn WILD.
9:46 PM
04 January 2009
I know it has been some time since i last blogged in.... heehee.... I have been using my last 2 weeks of holidays to try to finish up on my FYP project with the girls at the garden... we have mainly got everything planted... not all are according to plan, but we have to compromise since we area already lagging behind....
I have also been going in and out of JB the past 2 weeks... I would try to stay at my JB house as much as possible whenever i can.... Yes, its tiring going in and out, especially when you're taking the bus, but i would sacrifice anything just to be able to stay together with my family.... I just got back now and am like panicking for tomorrow's presentation.. haiz... what to do... all last minute work.... what to expect....
I hope i can still go back to my JB during the weekends, at lest for a night... I'm really starting to like staying there...
i had a great time.....
the world will turn WILD.
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