10 January 2009
I'm glad i got to meet up with him for a while just now.. He messaged me at around 8am, which was the time he just got out of work, asking if we could meet up for breakfast... i agreed..... he picked me up and went to a cafe near my house.... He looked really exhausted from work....
We got to talk.. i didn't really expect him to come meet me because i know he was tired from work plus he said he was having headaches..... i told him that after today, the next time we get to meet might be in a month.... i mean he's busy with work and he's off days clash with my classes in school... as for me, i got tons of projects to finish, presentations to prepare and exams to study......
I really am confused about my feelings... everything is a blur.. It might be because i get along easily with others.... i don't know... We just got to know each other so its definite we're just friends..... but my reactions and behaviour might be stating otherwise.... Shahida, Mama, Ibu and even Abang Aizat has talked to me about the "mengharap" thing... i understand that and i will definitely take note of it.... I know these people care about me....
Mama was at my room last night.... she told me she knows how i feel because she has been there and i am exactly like her when she was in her younger days... she said she would feel sad if she were to see me heartbroken again.... then i told her that it might be her fault that i'm like this because i am exactly like her... we give our heart out to others easily........
i am really confused right now....
the world will turn WILD.
10:58 AM
