25 October 2009
I'm not sure how to say or describe it, but deep inside me, i feel.....sad. And this feeling is like....
Ok, you know how sometimes you feel like someone's watching you but you can't find that person? And you really can't shake that feeling off? That's how I'm feeling right now... There's like this hidden emotion inside, that i don't know how to describe, that somehow wants to burst out....
I just don't feel happy today. It's a different kind of sadness from me missing my Dad. This 'emotion' is like making me feel like I'm going to be missing something, and it's driving me nuts..
the world will turn WILD.
2:36 PM
20 October 2009
Life update...
-I miss my Daddy a lot! He's been away in Brazil for 20 days now.
-Mummy super-misses him too.... she's in the crying stage now...
-I'm gonna take-over my Supervisor's position soon in Fort Canning... Too fast don't you think.... I'm going to have to absorb as much as he can teach me about the going-ons in Fort Canning before he gets transferred out....
-I'm going to be handling a big project already next month.... which i'm real nervous about..
-Now, i've already got a project that has got limited vehicle and machinery access... If i'm not careful, i might get fined....
-I think i've lost a bit of weight... (i want to lose more....hehe)
-I've gotten darker...which is inevitable, duh....
-I'll try to give this job a year and see how it goes....
...and there are certain things, or should i say emotions, that has been bothering me.... It's confusing me and keeping my mind distracted from work.....
the world will turn WILD.
7:56 PM
09 October 2009
Just got back from work and is feeling really tired... I wanted to put this in before i forget...
Is it just me or are there a lot more of those cool posh cars on the roads?? I mean has anyone been paying attention to the roads? Ever since i started work a week ago, I've been seeing them a lot.... I love to see posh cars on the roads and have been admiring them since. So recently, when i go back home from work, after this past week, I've realized there's been a lot of these cars on the roads??
Minis, Lamborghinis, Audis etc etc.... super jealous much....
Has the COE gone down so much that people have started buying them? Or are Singaporeans now richer and can afford such cars as if they're toys? Or is it a trend to have a posh car? I mean seriously if its like that, i'd want one too! The easiest way? Marry a rich man's son and get him to get me an Audi S4 as one of the 'hantaran'... heeheehee......
So in regards to work, i've got advice from the officers and also my supervisor saying i have to be more rugged... which includes overcoming my ew-ing over insects.... But i mean who can take it man! Firstly, i'm just the typical girl who doesn't like insects on any part of her body, let alone getting those big red ants swarming all over you... not to mention the mosquitos which are like super irritating lah!!! Secondly, i can't take that spine-chilling, disgusting feeling of any insect or tiny creature biting my skin! From which can become itchy and super swollen.. imagine that all over my body man!
I know. I have to overcome it. I have to in order to keep this job. I have to in order to still enjoy working there.
the world will turn WILD.
7:38 PM
08 October 2009
Went to Dian's place for Raya...pathetic, only i came.... can't that other person... then both me and Dian went to Shahida's place for hari Raya open house... Can find our pretty photos at Facebook.... tho the photos would have looked better if Sue came...
Work has been hectic these past 2 days... we were rushing to re-turf Fort Green because there's a function coming up.... plus maintenance for the other areas in the park has been accumulating.... i think tomorrow is going to be an even busy day....
But i did get to see/experience some amazing stuff.....
- see one of my workers climb on the tree to prune *cool stuff!! he climb like monkey sia!*
- cutting down trees was actually kind of cool too! *the trees were either struck by lightning or virus infected until very bad..im not saying its good lah... SAVE THE TREES....BE A TREE HUGGER!* hahahaha
- 'watch' a couple 'memotek' in public, broad-daylight! *they were like lying down and kissing like nobody business lah! even my workers got a bit distracted!*
- i get to walk around, up and down, all around the park *i SERIOUSLY hope to lose weight by working here..*
- and i finally realise supervising work and workers is hard *must have good time mgt and prioritize work properly
- oh, i got sunburn on my face already, i've been sick the past 3 days but still go work, and the workers are so adorable lah! *they quite small-bodied, but they very strong sia*
what i have learnt: never underestimate small-bodied people. hee.
the world will turn WILD.
9:11 PM
01 October 2009
First day of work.
It was okay. It was kind of slack for a first day. I realized that my first day of work is also the day the officers in Fort Canning have small gathering-cum-Hari Raya- lunch...
I was actually quite nervous as to what kind of work i was going to do. As soon as i reached, called up the officer in charge of myself. He then picked me up in a buggy and showed me around for a while. He told em there's nothing to be nervous about and that everything in the park moves in a slow pace. I was already annoyed that i couldn't go to the F1 concert that was held there, and they kept 'showing off' about seeing certain artists off-stage and all.... Haiz......
Anyway, at first I thought that Fort Canning was big, but its actually not that big. It's just hilly. But i have to say it was a really cooling park. But word from one of supervisors, if there's like any concert there, staffs can actually watch it for free! Hahahaha... "ticket-daun" Because you, staffs have to 'handle certain administration stuff' if there's lack of manpower.
I'm still getting the hang of things there, so pray for me that it'll go well for me....
the world will turn WILD.
7:21 PM
